A Sweet Angel And A Little Star…

Once upon a time there was this little Star shining anew in the heart of the sky, looking around by her own light, wandering aimlessly and humming a merry tune.
The tune changed one day with a small sweet note drifting dreamily around the little Star, looking to find the heavenly note, she finds the sweetest Angel fluttering by, his angelic voice coming out his angelic lips.
Here he is, his wings sending a waft so warm and tingling the little Star was hooked, shining to light the sweet Angel’s face, and the sweet Angel looked to the source of light, between the locked eyes the spell was cast ...
The little Star shone for him, and the sweet Angel fluttered around her spreading his wings protecting her and warming her as they went on together side by side.
Everyday she shins for him, everyday he blesses her face with the warmest feather,
He holds her so close, she buries herself in his arms, and nothing can be more perfect...
The little Star shone for him...
All the other stars and angels looked up to them, some admiring , some wishing … looking up to the two of them glowing together , for each other , for their love was the guidance , was the hope of life , was the twinkle in others eyes whispering about the perfect match..
The little Star shone brighter than ever for her sweet Angel, but then…. Her light burned his hands and couldn’t hold her anymore, her tears falling to heal his hands.. the little Star began falling ...
The sweet Angel didn’t let go , he fluttered by her as she slowly fell , kept her shining as she began to fade , his wings sending wafts of hope drying her falling tears , never leaving her side ...
Burning slowly as she fell , the little Star kept singing their tune , and the sweet angle tangled his voice along , his wings warming her but his hands are no longer around her.
The little Star dreamt of the time when his hands are cured and she is saved, dreamt of the warmest hug catching her and bringing her back to her safest place in his arms ... Dreamt all along, and all along... she shone for him ...
A little prayer rolling over her lips , a little prayer for him , for them ...
Prayed all along ,and all along... she shone for him ...
There come times when his voice fades away from her tune , she raises her voice loud burning to hear his again ... Looking all around for his wings , she just saw them fluttering away..away from her ... as she keeps falling ...
Then the little Star wonders , will a falling star keep burning till the sweet Angel catches her again?
Will she be burnt long before that ?
Will she ever be caught ?
Will her ashes spread all over the universe and around the other stars and angels?
Will anyone feel her little shards tickling hearts that are longing to beat ?
Will anyone hear her whispers to hesitant souls giving them a little push to reach their mates right away ?
Will anyone taste her everlasting tears and let love lead the way ?
The little Star looks up to her sweet Angel , wanting his face to be in front of her eyes before they are closed , wanting his angelic voice to fill her ears before they hear no more , wanting so much to reach out and touch his heart before hers beats one last time ...
Still falling , fading ... but still ... The little Star shines for him ...
Till she is no more ..........................


How Could An Angel Break My Heart – Toni Braxton

I heard he sang a lullaby
I heard he sang it from his heart
When I found out thought I would die
Because that lullaby was mine
I heard he sealed it with a kiss
He gently kissed her cherry lips
I found that so hard to believe
Because his kiss belonged to me
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
I heard her face was white as rain
Soft as a rose that blooms in May
He keeps her picture in a frame
And when he sleeps he calls her name
I wonder if she makes him smile
The way he used to smile at me
I hope she doesn't make him laugh
Because his laugh belongs to me
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch may falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wish our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
Oh my soul is dying, it's crying
I'm trying to understand
Please help me
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart



I wish I didn't wish so hard ............................

Again ... Thank You...

The day started lousy and ended with the most successful surprise birthday party I’ve ever seen ..
Guys .. without you my life is colorless…
Iyad ... My bestest friend .. you are the greatest ever and nothing compares to you , you always put the smile on my face. I'm so lucky you are by my side..Thank you
Noura ... My sister .. life is nothing without you..Thank you
Asma and Firas … I’m so glad and proud that you are my friends.. Thank you.
And all of you guys .. Basma , Bisher , Diala , Giselle , Rima , Ali , Mouhannad , Husam , Amal , Dareen , Bisher , Abdulwahab , Jouanna , Nivine
Thank you so much .......

Nonsense

Here is something I found while rummaging through my old papers.. this little piece of paper is somehow like eight ears old and I wrote it in a moment when Mars was forming a 42 degrees angle with the line going through the north pole and making an alignment with the line vertically cutting Venus in a point 7 Kilometers northwest the south pole....
I made sure of it when the diamond glowed green under the sunset....

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20/13/3007 3:07 AM

Im the one who broke the statue’s near the pyramids nose..
I did it , so sue me…
I had that rocket I’d got from the ex-CIA agent Paul Mclaurin , but it went on the other way . It was globolious . Gary’s fault , but the doctor in Zimbabwe Mario Piagotte didn’t care and neither did Miss Kammilla Armando , and when I reach the fifth element no one’d know…


31/04/3023 35:05 PM

HELP ME …
I’m stuck in the eighth element .
I’m in Zokee’s prison…
HILFE………

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If anyone here remembers my twin sister...she is not the sphinx I broke the nose of...
maybe something will happen when the diamon turns green again....

White Flag

No white flags... till the last breath...
It was a sign....

White Flag - Dido

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder or return to where we were
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be



All that was there will be there still ... everlasting

Remember The Time

The glory of this song is still there every time it's on , and the memories linked to it , sitting in the first Accounting lecture in the institute next to this gorgeous charming guy that I had an eye for and turned out to be my greatest bestest friend ever.. writting songs and doodling shapeless lines into a freak tree .
this day will last forever

Remember The Time - Michael Jackson

Do you remember
When we fell in love
We were young
And innocent then
Do you remember
How it all began
It just seemed like heaven
So why did it end?
Do you remember
Back in the fall
We'd be together
All day long
Do you remember
Us holding hands
In each other's eyes
We'd stare
tell me
Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
When we first met
Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
Do you remember
How we used to talk
ya know
We'd stay on the phone
At night till dawn
Do you remember
All the things we said like
I love you so
I'll never let you go
Do you remember
Back in the spring
Every morning birds would sing
Do you remember
Those special times
They'll just go on and on
In the back of my mind
Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
When we first met
Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
Those sweet memories
Will always be dear to me
And no no matter what was said
I will never forget what we had
Now baby
Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
When we first met
Do you remember the time
When we fell in love
Do you remember the time
Ooh
Remember the times
Do you remember
Remember the times
On the phone you and me
Remember the times
Till dawn, two or three
What about us now
Remember the times
Do you. do you, do you,Do you, do you
Remember the times
In the park, on the beach
Remember the times
You and me in spain
Remember the times
What about, what about...
Remember the times
Ooh... in the park
Remember the times
After dark..., do you, do you, do you
Remember the times
Do you, do you, do you, do you
Remember the times


I won't have to remember cos I know I'll never forget

Why ?

I'm putting a part of a song this time...

Chop Suey! - System Of A Down

Into your hands, I commend my spirit
Into your hands
Why have you forsaken me
In your eyes forsaken me
In your thoughts forsaken me
In your heart forsaken, me


Why ?

Dreaming

Last night I had a wonderful dream , I was laughing and looking around in the heaven I was in , flying with joy with the one I shared it with , but when I woke up , I saw the tracks of my tears on my face..I was crying. how come I was as happy as I wish but crying my tears on my pillow in the same time ? I was only dreaming.....

Dreaming - Brian Adams

She left her shoes out on the beach
She left my dreams just out of reach
She left her footprints in the sand
She was a bird right in the hand
I met a girl that made me laugh
She left a faded photograph
I thought I heard a siren song
I sang along but I was...
I was only dreamin'
I was only dreamin'
Visions in my head
Talkin in my sleep
Turning in my bed
Life was so complete
But I was only dreamin'
I met a girl that talked in rhyme
I met a girl who took her time
I saw the ocean in her eyes
I saw myself unrecognized
And all the stars up in the sky
Fell down like rain and made me cry
I held the world right in my hands
I held her close but I was...
I was only dreamin'
I was only dreamin'
Visions in my head
Talkin in my sleep
Turning in my bed
Life was so complete
But I was only dreamin'
I was only dreamin'
I was only dreamin'
I was only dreamin'
Visions in my head
Talkin in my sleep
Turning in my bed
Life was so complete
her shoes were on the beach
But I was only dreamin'


Maybe dreams and reality unite...one day...

Tell Me Baby

I was driving around yesterday evening with my little sister..she is 13 so she just got curious about the mountains of cassettes and CDs towering in my cupboard and she asked if she could bring some for our tour..
to my surprise she brought N*Synce...yeah I know..very teanagey...and the first song that played was this...fate...

Tell Me Baby - N*Sync

We were born the same day
We even think the same way
It couldn't be more right
We are what they call a perfect match
Something that ya can't touch
Down to the last bone your my baby!
But to be honest there's just one thing...
A part that is missing
You don't seem to care at all!
Tell me, tell me baby!
How come you don't wanna love me?
Don't you know that I can't breathe without you?
Tell me, tell me just how
What am I supposed to do right now?
Why can't ya love me?
Why...tell me my baby!
Now from the moment we met
I thought that I was all set
How could I be so wrong?
Now I'm hearing that your seeing someone new
And I wanna know who
But does he love you like I do my baby
But I promise you this one thing:
Whatever that's missing
I will make it up to you
So tell me baby now!
For getting under my skin
For messin up my mind
For never lettin me in
To your life and...
Tell me baby how come you don't wanna love me
And am I supposed to live without?
If there is no way to make you feel the same way too!
It's you I want
Tell me, tell me!
Tell me, tell me!
We were born the same day
We even think the same way
We are what they all call a perfect match
Tell me baby!
How come you don't wanna love me?
Don't you know that I can't breathe without you?
Tell me, tell me just how
What am I supposed to do right now?
Why can't ya love me?
Why...tell me my baby!
Tell me, tell me baby!
How come you don't wanna love me?
Don't you know that I can't breathe without you?
Tell me, tell me just how
What am I supposed to do right now?
Why can't ya love me?
Tell me, tell me, tell me why!
Tell me, tell me, tell me why!


I will say no more....and leave it all to fate.....

Thank You

This song goes to be the everyday song of life..
everyday I thank you , everyday you give me the best day of my life , everyday you call me and it's not so bad...
You're the best thing in my life....

Thank You - Dido

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
and even if I could it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall
it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad.
I drank too much last night, got bills to pay,
my head just feels in pain
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today,
I'm late for work again and even if I'm there,
they'll all imply that I might not last the day
and then you call me and it's not so bad,
it's not so bad
and I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Push the door, I'm home at last
and I'm soaking through and through
then you handed me a towel
and all I see is you,
and even if my house falls down now,
I wouldn't have a clue
because you're near me
and I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life,
oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life.
and I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life,


This day will last form life with you....

Help Me

Oh please God help me........
I'm in pain